Self Awareness Journey
Shame prevents vulnerability. Honest self awareness helps us overcome shame. Lack of vulnerability causes aggressive behavior. Bilaam was insecure or had shame surrounding his standing with the Balak the King of Moab. When Hashem was standing him up and compelling him to face his own darkness he was unwilling to get vulnerable. When the donkey refused to budge, Bilaam gets angry and says to the donkey, if I had a sword in hand I'd kill you. Why the aggressiveness towards a donkey? Rashi teaches us that Bilaam was ashamed of how he...